your smile make me sick :/

hiphip horray, hello guys :) act, today agak letih sebab prepare nak pindah rumah baru dekat bangi.. rumah damansara akan disewakan, haihh bye bye rumah :c i will miss all our family memories at here, act sekarang ni bukan nak cerite pasal ni :) nak cerite pasal ehemmmmmmmm.......

hye ehemm, thanks yea :) sebab you dah teman i pergi consert JB tu, walaupun hujan and jalan die jame you sangup datang ambik i dengan asha kan? thanks again :* hrhr, you know what? i balik consert tu bukan demam sebab tegok justin senyum, tapi i demam tegok you senyum :) 

ehem: elly, are you okey?

me: kiwak you, i tak okey lepas balik consert justin :c

ehem: hahaha, kenape? sebab tak dapat cium justin? 

me: bkan sebab tu, sebab you! your smile make me sick until now :'c

ehem: ceht, baru 5 tahun tak jumpe dah sakit tegok i senyum. macam mane nak kawin?

  tibe tibe jea mamat ni, gile meroyan lah youkan? gile lah kan tak sakit tegok you senyum, yes! memang i rindu you tahap gaban, since you pindah sane :c thanks you, sebab balik sini tegok i :P hrhr, *perasaankan aku?* 

you, thanks alot for that day :') thanks for the ice cream, thanks for the hand(sebab tutup kepale i), thanks for everything on that day :') ha, and thanks for this song(lagu dekat profile) okey? i never forget about that day, and abou that k**s :* thanks you kimiy

p/s: kimiy, jangan lah balik sane lagi :ci will miss you badly, mintak lah uncle tukar sini please? please? err, stil ingat our promise? jangan lupe benda tu okey bee? hihi, once again i love you kimiy ♥ * saye akan upload gambar kami diconsert justin nanti okey? saye tegah busy untuk pindah :')

♥ kimiy ♥  

bumble bee :)

oh my bumble bee, seriously tak ade niat nak gaduh tadii :( just bagi tahu ape yang i tak puas hati dengan you i tak tahu lahh pulak bagi you tu pekare biase but bagi i maybe tak kodd :) sory and sory again yeah? i dah tak larat, if i on fb jea mesti i tak puas hati dengan you . so, i lebihkan mase i untuk blog dari fb okey bumble bee? once again, soryy :)

It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm.

I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.

She said, "I miss you."
I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."
She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.
I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."

Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.

Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"
Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.

Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.

But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.

We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.

just now, i jumpe story ni dekat google :) so, i copy paste just for you bumble bee. i hope you read this entry okey? iloveyou :')

almost thinking about this --'

almost i thinking about this :( really really i need somebody to takecare of me :'c OMG ! i just need a true love beb :( aku bukan nak orang mainkan perasaan aku , just aku nak seseorang tu mencintai aku dengan sepenuh hati :/ even , aku ade jumpe due tiga orang ni but aku stil tak boleh terime dieorang . yea lah , baru kenal kan :)

kalau lah aku boleh jumpe kau aku nak cakap yang aku teramat mencintai kau doh ! tapi aku tak boleh , sebab kau pun jauhkan ? beb , nanti kau dah balik kl aku nak jumpe kau :'c really miss you lah capital Z :'(

nvm nvm , if kau bace blog aku kau tahukan yang aku stil sayangkan kau ? and aku stil perlukan kau ?

p/s : capital Z , ILOVEYOUSOMUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :* *tak boleh mensoin name die , sebab kami tak ade ape ape lagiiii :'C

FITRI SYAMIER :)

heyhey :) lame dah tak berbelogger kan ? lappy kene virus bacteria :/ kahkah , ha ! ni nak story pasal sorang boy ni , serious die baik ! die peramah , sweet , pendek , mude and bla bla bla :) ha , ni die laki yang aku cakap tu :-

anak pakcik harun yang selalu mengajar aku erti kesabaraan :) kan kan ? sayang , serious you baik doh :/ you selalu teman i online , walaupun i jarang teman you online :/ soryy you , i busyy :'c aku sayang die doh , sebab die tak macam membe laki aku yang lain . selalu ade mase aku memerlukan someone , aku tak paham kenape die selalu ditingalkan oleh kaum hawa --' padahal die baik , pandai jage hati perempuan :/

tak paham dengan kaum hawa sekarang ni , aku bukan nak memalukan kaum aku sendiri . tapi , kaum hawa lebih memilih lelaki yang HOT , HANDSOME , ADE KERETA and bla bla . korang tak pikir ke ? semua tu tak akan ke mane lah :/

tak ape lah fitri , you sabar jea lah okey ?  ramai yang sayangkan you , termasuk i :) thanks sebab always ade dengan i :) i love ♥ you :)

lot of love ,

 ♥ellyna srah shah♥